
Blue TopazPart Five
Using the passage that Pepe’ had described to him Devin made his way to Pepe’s house. His heart was in his mouth, and he kept imagining that any moment now, he’d feel a hand on his shoulder and hear a voice demanding where he was going. He didn’t know why the cloak and dagger existence surrounded Pepe’s family, but he aimed to find out.
Finally at the end of the passage he encountered a door, and he knocked just the once as Pepe’ had instructed.
The door was opened by Pepe’ himself, who ushered Devin inside, quickly checking down the passageway to see if his guest had been followed while Devin watched from the doorway with some humour and much interest.
“You’d think I was a spy.” Devin retorted when Pepe’ returned to his side, and closed the door behind them.
“Not you.” Pepe’ told him.
“Look forgive me for asking, but what is all this? What’s with the cloak and dagger stuff? If I must be treated like a spy then surely you can tell me why?”
“Maybe you are.” A voice sounded at his side, and Devin spun around recognising the young boy Vincent at once.
“Hi there,” Devin readily greeted him his mouth curved into a genuine smile of pleasure.
“Hi yourself.” The boy grinned back.
“What did you mean back then. That maybe I am a spy? What would you have here that would be worth spying on?”
“Its not what we have Mr Wells.” Pepe’ told him.
“Devin please. Call me Devin we are friends are we not?”
Pepe’ and his son exchanged worried glances, they spoke quickly in fluent Portuguese. Devin did not have time to understand what they were saying.
“Come.” Pepe’ took his elbow, “Let’s eat. My family are looking forward to meeting you.”
Devin stood his ground refusing to move, “Then you aren’t going to tell me?”
“Perhaps.”
Devin moved forward then allowing Pepe’ to guide him into the house. Something was definitely wrong here. He would if he could make himself a friend to these people. He would not harm them, whatever they had here, whatever they knew…wasn’t that more to the point? Hadn’t Pepe’ implied that the big secret wasn’t over something they had? Or was he saying that it wasn’t something they had here?
The whole thing was becoming more and more mysterious, and the worst of it all was, that they believed him to be somebody he so obviously was not and that they were cautious and afraid of him. And Devin didn’t like that one bit.
Seated around the table Pepe’s family rose as Devin entered and Pepe’ introduced each one in turn.
“This is my wife Sonia.” Devin remembered Pepe’s early ruse of the girl friend and smiled, not now knowing whether that particular story was true or not. For Pepe’s wife so obviously adored her husband, as she beamed at him while he made the introductions.
“Welcome” Sonia told Devin. “Our meal is humble I hope that you will not be expecting a feast.”
“I am happy with anything you have to offer.” Devin told her honestly. “I’m not a big eater.” He lied upon seeing the meagre spread laid upon the table.
Sonia smiled at him happy with his reply and she visibly relaxed before his gaze. Devin was drawn to her instantly reminding him of the older Mediterranean women he had met on a recent trip to some of the Greek islands and was prompted to ask, “Are you from Spanish descent too?”
“No.” Sonia smiled, “My family are from Athens.” That would explain it then. “I came out here on holiday, met Pepe’, fell in love and the rest as they say is history.” She spanned her family with arms outstretched making Devin laugh.
“Are these all yours?” Devin wanted to make the woman blush. “You don’t look old enough.” She did so becomingly, the compliment flattering her no end. “Thank you Devin. You’ve made my day.”
She smiled at him wholly, causing Devin to realise that she was once a very beautiful and sophisticated woman. Truly her accent spoke of a good upbringing. “Do your family still live in Athens?”
Sonia looked down at her hands, busying herself with a dish in front of her. “Yes.” He detected the sadness in her tone.
Suddenly from what he knew so far Devin felt immensely sad. Pepe’ had never been to the homeland of his father. Sonia had never returned to her family. They were poor people with a large family, but the children were well educated and well dressed. Their home was clean and tidy and bright and smelled of an unusual combination of garlic and flowers. Without thinking Devin said something that ultimately changed their whole outlook toward him and earned him their trust.
“You know I am from America. I’m touring Brazil right now, but when I return, if you should approve I should like to take Vincent with me. I can get him a job,” under his breath he added, ‘make him finish school’ before continuing, “he can live with me, and he can send money home to you.” The more he said the more the idea appealed to him. These people whatever it was that they guarded had given Devin the distinct impression that they knew what it was to keep a secret. Knowledge of his home, the world beneath the city streets would be safe with them he was sure. Still the only one he would entrust with it would be young Vincent, though he wondered if that was because of the name. He would have to be sure, but already he felt as though he could trust this boy. He liked him immensely.
Open mouthed the whole family were speechless. Sonia and Pepe’ stared at one another, their eyes asking a thousand questions, before Sonia found her voice. “But we hardly know you. Why would you do this for us?”
Pepe’ bade his family to sit, and all eyes were upon Devin as they waited eagerly for his answer.
“Someone gave me a chance once. A complete stranger.” Devin was thinking of the time when he had left the tunnels, “I had no one and I could only trust him, and he proved true. I’d like to repay what he did for me to your son, I think it would be the making of him, and he may not get another chance as this again.”
“This is true.” Pepe’ looked to his wife. They spoke in Portuguese, and though Devin could not follow, he could see from the excitement on young Vincent’s face and the disappointment on that of his siblings that it was something good.
“Yes!” Pepe’ said at last, “If you mean this, then yes.” Tears gathered in Pepe’s eyes as he turned to his son, “You will return to us someday?”
Vincent rose and fairly ran around to his father’s side of the table, flinging himself into his arms, “I will return papa, I promise. I will return rich and care for you in your old age just as you have cared for me.”
Devin found a lump forming in his throat, his eyes be-dimming with tears when Vincent next came to stand at his side and rested his hand upon Devin’s shoulder with a firm squeeze, “thank you.” He said sincerely.
“You’re welcome. Can’t say there’s much cause for Zebu herding in New York, but we’ll find you something to occupy your time I’m sure.” Not one for sentimentality Devin tried to change the subject, half of him wishing he had extended this invitation after the meal. He was starving. “That looks tasty what is it?”
“Something I concocted myself. A vegetable dish, wait till you have tried it before commenting further. I am not the world’s greatest cook.” Sonia laughed.
“You must be.” Devin cast his eyes around the table “Otherwise these beautiful children would not have survived.”
Sonia laughed, “You old flatterer.”
“Hey less of the old.” Devin quipped making everyone laugh.
“Pass me your plate.” Sonia told him, preparing to spoon out a portion for him from the dish, “I’ll fill it while Pepe’ introduces the rest of our family. They are eager to make your acquaintance. We hope you can stay for the rest of the afternoon, as they have many questions.” She laughed knowing the depth of her children’s curiosity. An American was coming for dinner, an American who had travelled and had done things, and what was more, an American who was now going to take their elder brother back to the United States to live with him! The children’s minds overflowed with questions!
After the meal, which was Devin truthfully admitted one of the best he had tasted since being in Ouro Preto the family sat around in easy chairs before an old television set. Devin was surprised to find they had one, and crackled though the picture was, he soon found himself glued to the television.
They watched a documentary about Alaska, and then Devin filled them in with his experience of living there. They spoke about Australia, and other countries he had visited. Soon Devin’s eyes were drooping and not just because of the wine he had consumed with their meal. “I should go.” Devin told them unwilling to move.
Sonia and Pepe’ exchanged glances. It had grown dark, and they didn’t want Devin walking back to his hotel at this hour, neither did they wish to escort him.
“Please.” Sonia spoke, “Stay the night with us.” You are very welcome.”
“Oh no, I couldn’t possibly. You have already been so kind. Besides I have to call my brother.” It wasn’t strictly true, he had to actually call Peter who would forward the message to his brother, but he didn’t want to have to explain that.
“That would be Vincent?” Pepe’ asked.
“Yes. I call home every three days, if I don’t they only worry. I love my family, wouldn’t want them to worry about me.”
“Then I will escort you.” Pepe’ told him making an attempt to rise to his feet, but Sonia caught his arm her eyes pleading. Devin noticed. “What is that?” he asked them, “You’ve been so kind, yet there is something that isn’t right here, something I can’t lay my finger on. Please won’t you tell me what the problem is? Maybe I can help.”
Pepe’ drew a deep breath, “Devin are you telling us the truth when you say you came here as a tourist?”
For some reason Devin did not reply straight away. How much of the truth did they deserve exactly. How much could he trust them with?
“Not exactly.” He told them softly.
Sonia and Pepe’ exchanged worried glances, and young Vincent’s hopes and dreams collapsed. Tears formed in his eyes. Devin was a fraud, and they’d trusted him! He rolled his fists into a tight ball wanting to punch the man.
“How exactly?” Pepe’s voice was low, holding a hint of malice.
Looking up startled, Devin guessed their thoughts, he smiled hoping to reassure them. “I’m not a spy if that’s what you’re thinking.” His eyes spoke that truth at least Pepe’ was quick to notice.
“I was coming out here with my sister in law. Vincent’s wife. We were going to spend our time looking for a missing friend.”
The colour drained from Pepe’s face as Sonia clutched at his arm tighter. “Go on.” Pepe’ asked through tightly clenched teeth.
“Well to cut a long story short, she didn’t come, and I came here alone. I called her asking if she was coming, she said not, and told me to return, but I’d never been to Brazil so decided to stay and take a look around.”
There was silence.
“Its true.” Devin told them.
“That’s as maybe but there are a lot of missing links.” Sonia told him. “Why did your sister in law change her mind about coming?”
“She had only married my brother that morning. Thankfully she had a change of heart and stayed with him. My brother was willing to let her come here, but she stayed with him after all.”
“And what of this missing friend? Did you find him?”
Devin shook his head, “No.” He didn’t know what else if anything he should disclose. After what he had overheard why should he trust anyone? Especially people who seemed so interested. He looked up at them, his gaze resting upon them steadily, “Do you know where he is?” He asked without blinking.
Sonia as well as Pepe’s skin certainly paled before his gaze, “You do!” Devin exclaimed, “Please tell me where he is?”
“We didn’t say anything!” Sonia cried.
“I know.” Devin told her sincerely, “But you know where he is, you know what they did with him, please tell me.”
“They?” Pepe’ coloured up.
“On the plane I overheard some men saying that my friend had been taken care of. They mentioned names, I know they were talking about the same man.” Devin rushed on his excitement growing. If they could tell him where Elliot was, he could be rescued, and whatever fear these people had now would diminish, he hoped.
“And can you speak names, Mr Wells?” The strange voice to one side startled the occupants of the room, no one had heard him enter.
“Pedro!” Pepe’ jumped to his feet, “How dare you come here uninvited.”
“And did Mr Wells come here uninvited also?”
Fear coursed through Sonia’s heart, what would her husband say?
Taking in the situation as it unfolded, Devin spoke for them “I did.”
“Then if you can so can I.” Pedro replied sarcastically. “So come tell me please who is it that you are speaking about.” He sat down, pulling a cigar from his top pocket and rolling it between his fingers as he surveyed the family seated around him.
“It’s none of your business!” Devin flared.
“Oh but I think it is.” A quick click of his fingers drew their gaze to a movement from the doorway and Devin recognised the men from the aeroplane along with one he didn’t.
“Leo!” Pepe’ exclaimed ”What is going on here.”
“Just what I was asking myself.” Leo drawled, “here we are trusting you, and here you are turning traitor.”
“He is not!” Vincent flung at them racing to stand between his father and the men and Devin watched, his mind reeling as the boy was gunned down right in front of him!
“NOOOO!” Devin screamed, Sonia screamed, Pepe’ lurched forward grasping his dying son as he fell to the floor, his younger brothers and sisters diving for cover anywhere they could.
Tears streamed down Devin’s cheeks, “You bastard!” He flung himself at the man with the gun intent on killing him.
Instead he found himself held tightly, watching in horror as first Pepe’ and then Sonia was blasted in the head right before his eyes.
“No such luck for you Mr Wells. The easy way out is not for you. Besides its time Mr Burch had some company.” The fellow sneered, forcing Devin through the door. “Tidy up in here. Get rid of those rats” He bellowed as they left the house.
Devin prayed that the little ones could escape even as his mind refused to accept everything that had just happened. And the last thing he saw as he was permitted to look back over his shoulder was Pepe’, Sonia and young Vincent’s blood soaked bodies lying twisted on the floor.
*** *** ***
Devin’s heart ached. There was no other word for it. It ached, and all fight had drained out of him. A beautiful family felled like that. The slim hope fading that some of the children had escaped, the vow forming that he would take them to live in the tunnels if he ever found that they had. His heart cried for them, and he didn’t care what happened to him providing he would live long enough to seek revenge on the killers.
Murder, cold-blooded murder. His eyes stung with tears. What a waste what a damn waste of a beautiful family. Now Pepe’ would never see the land of his forefathers and Sonia would never return home. And Vincent, young Vincent whom Devin had found such affection for would never cross the Atlantic Ocean and take his first step onto American soil.
Hatred, blind, ragged, cold hatred built in Devin’s heart. He would avenge their deaths if it were the last thing he did. No one would get away unscathed. Their faces burned in his brain. He would know them anywhere, seek them out and strangle them with his own bare hands if he had to. In his eyes they were as good as dead.
He hardly noticed as the rope was tied, hardly noticed as his body was knocked to the ground and rolled along. And only noticed when his body felt as though it were falling only to be yanked to a stop in mid air, before making the descent in the same manner moments later.
“A guest for you Mr Burch!” The sound carried down from above and passed his ears until Devin detected a movement far below him.
“Who, what!” The distant voice was gruff but recognisable. Devin shouted down to him, “Elliot!”
“So” the voice came from above, “You do know each other. Well too bad that it won’t be a long friendship, now that your food supply has been cut off.” He laughed wickedly. Devin’s stomach lurched and churned. He’d get him someday he’d get him. He vowed that he would.
His feet touched down and the rope came hurtling past him, whizzing past his ear to land with a thump at his feet. Well at least they had a rope Devin thought.
“Elliot?” The darkness was all consuming, but at least he had been spared the sack, not that he knew it of course, although he was to learn that on the coldest of nights Elliot had been glad of its warmth wrapped around his shoulders.
“Who is that?” Elliot’s voice came from somewhere to his left. Devin turned slowly, getting his barings. Even in this inky blackness he was home, but he knew that mustn’t lose his barings.
“It’s Devin Wells. I don’t believe you know me but…” His words trailed away as Elliot interrupted
“Wells, Wells, as in Vincent Wells?”
Devin sighed, “Yes, Vincent is my brother.”
“Your brother!” Devin detected the note of anxiety in Elliot’s tone, and laughed despite himself,
“Yes, my adopted brother.”
Elliot relief was palpable and he sighed deeply, “Thank God.”
“For what? For the fact that I don’t resemble my brother or for the fact that you have company at last?”
Exhaling a short sharp breath of humour Elliot replied, “For the fact that you don’t resemble your brother. I want no reminders.”
Devin thought it a strange thing to say and told him so, “I thought you and Vincent were friends?”
“Friends? Yes, you could call us friends…” He hesitated, “And arch enemies too.”
“Why is that?” Devin was intrigued.
“Your brother has just married the only woman I will ever love. Surely that constitutes us as enemies?”
Devin smiled into the darkness, “Oh I see.” Then asked, “You been down here long?”
“Long enough” Elliot spoke gruffly. Then remembered something, “What did he mean back there when he said our food supply had been cut off?”
“I’m not sure. What did you think he meant?” Backing up against a rock Devin sank to his knees, his body had begun to tremble and Elliot noticed his teeth chattered.
“You’re cold. Here wrap this around you such as it is. Sorry about the way it smells.” He held out the sack in the vicinity of the sound, but Devin refused. “No it’s all right, I’m not cold so as to be warmed. I just witnessed three cold bloodied murders.”
“That’s terrible. Did you know the people?”
“Yes.”
“Friend’s of yours?”
Devin took only seconds to answer, “Yes.”
“I’m sorry.”
“So am I. For some reason their friendship with me cost them their lives.”
There was silence between them for a time and Elliot noted that Devin was softly crying. He let him be. The guy needed to let it out otherwise it would eat him alive. He knew. Hadn’t his father been murdered also? Elliot could well remember the pain and the shock. It would never leave him.
After a while he detected that Devin slept. His shallow even breathing signifying that the guy was physically and mentally exhausted even as his breathing was interspersed with strangled cries and moans.
Elliot let him sleep it was all there was to do in this place. His stomach moaned, it was getting near to mealtime.
So used was he to his daily survival kit as he had come to call it, Elliot expected that within the next couple of hours food would be delivered. And as a pinprick of light appeared above, something would block out the light, growing larger and larger as food descended down to him on some thread.
Water too, wrapped carefully in paper so that the bottle did not break. Elliot had quite a stock of bottles now. But he had to keep reminding himself, that if the guy above could be believed then that daily survival kit had been cut off.
Elliot gasped and Devin was awoken suddenly by a man choking on a panic attack. For long moments Devin did not know where he was. It was so dark, but the scent of the underground rocks was familiar to him. “Vincent?” He queried.
“No,” came the hoarse reply.
At once Devin remembered. “What’s the matter, what’s wrong?” He scrambled to his feet making his way toward the sound and encountered Elliot’s bunched shoulders as he kneeled upon the floor.
“We’re going to die aren’t we?” Elliot’s voice was strangled and the choking resumed. Devin found his arms and pulled him to his feet, hitting him squarely on the jaw, “We will if you carry on like that.” He yelled, “Stop it man, get a grip!”
Subdued Elliot stopped as quickly as he had started. All the fight drained out of him. Only his throbbing jaw where Devin had punched him reminded him that he was still alive.
“We’re going to die.” Elliot whispered.
“No!” Devin told him and Elliot could well remember newly arriving in this place and being so passionate about escape. Well Devin would learn just as he had learned, there was no escape.
“No we’re not gonna die we’re gonna get out of here.” Devin told him sounding so positive that Elliot almost believed him. And he didn’t know it yet but out of all the people on the earth that could have been sent down to accompany him in his fate, Devin was perhaps one of the few people that knew enough of underground systems to actually get them out of their predicament.
*** *** ***
It was easy to see that something troubled the newlyweds, and Father watched them closely before finally deciding enough was enough, “What’s wrong?” He asked the pair at dinner one evening as each picked over their plate, so obviously distracted with something more important than food.
Father well knew that every married couple would have their ups and downs, and this unique pair would be no different, but it grieved him to see them so at odds.
“Vincent?” Father had to prompt his son for a reply.
“Hmm?”
“What’s wrong?” Father’s kindly eyes were filled with concern, making Vincent feel that bit too uncomfortable to look at his face for long. His plate looked more appealing right now. “Nothing.” He mumbled.
Father turned his attention to his daughter-in-law, “Catherine?”
“Its nothing, Father don’t worry.”
“But I am worried. To see the two of you so down in the dumps and not be able to help, well I am worried. Please, I want to help.”
Catherine pushed back her seat, picking up her plate as she did so, her meal hardly touched, “Don’t worry so Father, we’re all right.”
“All right my foot!” Father snapped only to be touched on the arm by Mary, he turned and scrowled at her.
“Leave them Jacob.”
He watched his son and daughter-in-law leave the dining area before he turned and glared at Mary.
“Why did you do that? I might have found out what’s troubling them.”
“I know what’s troubling them.” She whispered so as not to be overheard.
“Why am I always the last to know?” Father whispered back. “Will you tell me?”
“Only so that you don’t bombard them further, they’ll sort it out Jacob you’ll see. They’ve covered worse things than this.”
“Worse things? How can I believe you when I don’t know what this thing is?”
Mary edged closer to whisper in his ear, “Catherine wants a baby.”
Father nodded, ‘arh now he understood.’ “And I take it that Vincent isn’t agreeable?”
Mary smiled tenderly, “they’ll sort it out Jacob, let them be.”
“But how can I? Vincent is right Catherine must be made to understand this. A woman’s wiles do not come into it this time. Catherine cannot dispute that Vincent is different no matter what she claims, and he will likely carry those differences over to his offspring.”
“Yes I know Jacob.” Mary sounded if she knew but didn’t agree one iota.
“Mary, you and Catherine are just the same, you don’t see it the way Vincent and I do. All you see is a cuddly, furry baby, a replica of my son.”
“And do you not? After all you saw him as a child. Why should you rob that joy from us?”
“Now Mary that’s not the issue here, and its nothing to do with what you want or what I want, its what Vincent wants that is important here. And I believe he should have the last word in this.”
“And no one cares about what Catherine wants? What Catherine has forsaken to love him to spend her life here with him? Every way I look at it, Catherine is the one that made all the sacrifices Jacob.”
“With her eyes wide open Mary. Catherine knew what she was doing when she married my son.”
“Maybe she did, but even then she believed like every newly wedded wife that their marriage would be blessed with children. It should have been something they’d discussed before their marriage but it wasn’t, and well…Catherine wants a baby. Surely she should not be denied that most basic of needs?”
“Perhaps she can go above and have artificial insemination. If having a child is that important to her.”
“Oh Jacob, she loves Vincent. How could she possibly want any other child than his?”
“Well what she wants my dear and what she’ll get are two vastly different things, because I am off to see them now and talk some sense into that daughter-in-law of mine.” He forced back his chair making to stand as Mary held onto his arm and cried, “Oh Jacob no, you promised.”
“I did no such thing! You told me of your own accord.”
Mary knew he was right, and she felt terrible. Catherine had confided in her and asked her not to tell a soul. She hoped Catherine might forgive her especially after Jacob had spoken with her.
“Then I’ll come with you.”
“As you please.”
Yet as Father hobbled toward his son’s chamber his anger gradually subsided. He could only too well remember Vincent as a babe. And babes grew too fast. In a way he could well understand Catherine’s desire to bear such a child into the world and to the man she loved. But he could also see it from Vincent’s point of view. Vincent had had a terrible childhood in terms of freedom. So much had been denied him and a child of his own facing that? Well Father could clearly see how much that would hurt.
By the time they’d reached the chamber Father had had a change of heart, he stopped and turned to Mary, “Let’s leave them be shall we my dear? They’ll come to us if they need any help.”
Mary hugged him tightly, “thank you Jacob.” She whispered thankful that something had brought him to his senses.
*** *** ***
Within the chamber Vincent read quietly, he seemed to be absorbed in his book but from time to time he gazed over the top at Catherine.
She had said very little to him ever since the start of her period. He wasn’t even sure if it had finished. It had been different from those other times when he had felt the raw ache in his abdomen signalling the arrival of her time of the month. This time he had felt nothing which was why he had not been alerted to the reason that day he had sought her out at the bathing pool.
Putting the book down, he sighed deeply causing Catherine to raise her head and look up at him. He saw sadness etched in her eyes, and another wound opened in his heart. “Must it go wrong so soon for us?”
He hadn’t realised he had spoken out loud until she answered him, “only you have the words to make it right.” She whispered.
Vincent despaired, “Catherine please! I can’t I just can’t. Please try to understand.”
“Try to understand!” Her voice rose hysterically, and Vincent knew much of it was from bottled feelings over the last few days. “What is there to understand?”
“I love you isn’t that enough?” His reply caught on a sob.
“But obviously not enough to want my child.” Catherine snapped.
Vincent stared at her. How could he answer her?
It was all so simple when she had referred to a baby as ‘his’ child but to refer to it as ‘her’ child well that was a different concept entirely. Catherine watched him pale significantly before she dared to smile just a little. Mary had been right. Re-phrasing words had helped. Catherine almost felt sorry for him.
He continued to stare at her grappling for the right words, dismissing them as they came as inappropriate. He had to word his thoughts carefully, if he didn’t he might lose her entirely, but no matter what he thought of sounded wrong even to himself.
So he simply said nothing.
Catherine on the other hand was jubilant at seeing her husband stumped for words and she started to laugh, “cat got your tongue Vincent?” Then she laughed even harder at the look that passed over his face at her comment. “See how it feels now?” She sobered, asking the question flatly. “You can’t answer me can you?”
“No.”
“So let me get this straight,” Catherine walked over to his chair and paced in front of him much as she would do before a witness in the courtroom. “You love me, but you couldn’t love my child.”
“I didn’t say that!” Vincent jumped to his feet.
“You didn’t say anything my love, at least nothing in your defence.”
Despite himself Vincent grinned. She was playing with him. He decided to go along with it, unaware that was exactly how she had wanted him to react. If he was playing with her then there was a good possibility that she could trip him up.
“The thing is Vincent, I could love both children. I could love your child and I could love my child, as much as I love you, but it seems that where our love is concerned we are at odds.”
“Catherine…you know how much I love you. Do I have to climb to the moon to declare it? Be it that I could I would.”
Catherine’s heart raced then and she took some calming breaths to still its headlong flight. Being taken in by his declaration of love for her would not win her objective.
“Yet would you climb into infinity itself to declare such love for my child?” She asked him sweetly refusing to look up at him as she continued to pace.
“Don’t bait me Catherine.” A low growl from him surprised her. So he had guessed had he? Well she would have to resort to more cunning still.
“I love it when you do that.” She teased, surprising him greatly, “Do it again?”
“No.”
“Oh go on, it gives me goose bumps.”
Vincent’s eyes sparkled, loving the things she was saying despite everything.
“No.”
“No is a favoured word with you isn’t it my love? Let me see now, are you ever able to say yes? I wonder.”
“I do know the difference between yes and no Catherine.”
For a few moments they faced one another and their eyes locked for combat. Then Catherine began her swift barrage of questions that fell upon his ears before he’d time to think.
“Do you love me?”
“Yes.”
“Do you love yourself?”
“No.”
“Father?”
“Yes.”
“Mary?”
“Yes, Catherine what are you doing?” He eyed her cynically.
“Just answer the question please Mr Wells. Do you love Devin?”
“Yes.
“Ice cream?”
Vincent’s lips quirked at the corners, “Yes.”
“Geoffrey, Kipper, Samantha, Jamie, Mouse?”
“Yes, yes, yes, yes and yes!”
“Our child?”
“Yes!”
There was silence. Vincent backtracked, oh no!
Catherine was smiling, “You answered correctly Mr Wells, I have no further questions.” She sat in the chair watching him beneath her lashes. He was the one pacing now.
“You tricked me Catherine.”
“You were the one who said you knew no from yes. No one was forcing your arm behind your back Vincent.”
“Even so you tricked me.”
“Let your yes mean yes and your no mean no Vincent, you know that. You wouldn’t be disputing that would you?”
Vincent glared at her, “It’s just a game Catherine. You can’t play games with something as important as this, you don’t know what you are doing or saying.” Hands upon the table he leaned forward glaring at her from across the room.
“So even under oath you back down.”
“I was not under oath.”
“You was to me.”
Vincent drew in a deep breath, exhaling it slowly, “Well it matters neither way. It’s all metaphorically speaking anyway, for none of this will come to pass.”
“Oh no?”
“No!”
“Ever read Lady Chatterley’s lover Vincent?”
“Nooo.” Vincent was on his guard. He’d heard of the book of course. And if he remembered rightly Father had caught Devin reading it once and had confiscated it. Vincent had concluded from that that it was a bad book, until the day he’d found Father reading it himself!
“Then I’d advise you to do so.”
“Why?”
“So that you can be prepared.”
“Prepared for what?”
Catherine smiled sweetly at him before returning back to her original seat and picking up the sheaf of papers she had been reading, thus dismissed him entirely.
Vincent stared at her, his hackles rising, well if she wanted war then so be it. And Catherine looked at him beneath her lashes, preparing herself to slay the lion. And via the Bond both of them felt a flutter of excitement for the things that were to come.
*** *** ***
A few days later Vincent passed by his wife’s chair noticing the cover of the book as being one he had not seen before. “What’s that you’re reading?”
“I bought it today, its about Brazil.” Vincent felt an icy shiver run up his spine at Catherine’s reply.
“Why the interest?” He tried not to sound too bothered, entering his chamber to collect a change of clothing before going along to the bathing pool. He was sweaty and dusty from his labours down in the lower levels.
Raising her head Catherine watched him. “You might not have realised darling, but it is almost a week since Peter had word from Devin.”
Vincent had realised, “And?”
“And, if we don’t hear from him soon, someone is going to have to go out there and find out why.” She looked back down at the book unable to meet his eyes.
For long moments there was silence, but Catherine knew by the rapid breathing of her husband that he was having difficulty holding his temper. At last he let it go, “So…by that I take it you have decided to be that person?” Catherine winced at his tone. If she didn’t know Vincent better she would have concluded he had become very possessive of her every move. She looked back up at him beneath her lashes and a thrill of excitement ran through her. He looked magnificent!
His long golden mane covered his shoulders, and hung in front of him as he leaned on powerful arms upon the table. His muscles rippling Catherine could just imagine the force and hard length of him holding her within his embrace. His eyes flashed like brilliant blue ice and Catherine could tell it was taking him all his strength to maintain his control. And much of that fury was put there by her over the last few days when she had resolutely refused to sleep with him until he gave in to her demands for a baby. Catherine could see the deep and buried passion blazing beneath the fury of his gaze and her womanhood clutched as a shiver after shiver engulfed her.
Licking her lips she could find no answer. Well none that would suffice his question. “God I want you.” She whispered, stunning him to the core. His fury evaporated to be overtaken by the shimmering heat that lay just beneath the surface and a long low moan erupted from him together with the words, “Catherine what on earth are we doing?”
“I don’t know Vincent. I love you so much.” Her sobbed reply left her lips as she made to stand and come toward him. He met her half way, lifting her clear off the floor engulfing her in his arms and his lips seeking hers with wild abandon. “I’ve missed this.” The relief of holding her so close brought him to tears as Catherine’s hands snaked behind his head, her fingers tangling with his hair, “Make love to me.” She sobbed into his neck.
“Yes, Oh yes.” He carried her to their bed, laying her down gently, joining her there in one swift motion, his large hands cradling her face, his eyes staring down into hers. “Catherine, my love, we must never do this to one another again. Playing games will kill us both.”
Covering his face with kisses, Catherine agreed, and she apologised, “I’m so sorry Vincent, for everything.”
“You do understand?” Even now in his desperate passion and the aching need that filled him Vincent had to know.
Reluctantly Catherine nodded, “Yes my love, to have a child like yourself would bring you the greatest heartache.”
“Its not that I don’t want a child with you Catherine, please know that.” He husked, tears welling in his eyes.
“I know, I know.” She stroked his brow, running her fingers from there to his cheek, to his jaw, to tilt it toward her and kiss him passionately. He returned the kiss and at the same time probing the Bond as something from Catherine triggered a response in him that didn’t feel quite right. But he couldn’t ascertain what it might be either that or she was withholding her emotions from him. He stared at her, his eyes opening wide, questioningly. Catherine preferred to ignore the searching look that he gave her, quickly caressing his body in ways that she had learned would soon make him forget everything else, and most importantly to forget to use the contraception.
But this time it did not work. “I read the book Catherine.” He told her softly.
“The book? What book? The one I bought today? You couldn’t have, its been in my bag till now.”
Catherine was clearly confused.
“Not that one.” He whispered, holding her gaze.
“Which one then?” Drawing her brows together Catherine wondered what on earth he could mean, and waited for him to continue.
“The one you asked if I’d read several days ago. Remember now?” He kissed her brow, anticipating her reply.
“Oh that book.”
“Yes that book.”
Catherine giggled, “And?”
“And what? It’s a good book.”
“You enjoyed it!”
Vincent toyed with her lapping up her disbelief with pleasure. “I take it you thought I wouldn’t?” He asked her lazily, his eyes brimming with merriment.
“I, I, wouldn’t have thought it was your type.” Catherine whispered, surprised that Lady Chatterley’s Lover had found favour with her husband.
“Ordinarily it wouldn’t be. But you did insist that I read it. And I admit to being curious. And I have to admit that I am pleased that I took your advice. It had pleasantly stimulating content, and I do feel so much more in the know since I completed it.” Catherine gulped, Vincent in this mood was a force to be reckoned with, and all her cunning wiles flew out of the window. She grimaced, “Goofed huh?”
“I would say most certainly goofed my love.”
“So I have to change tactics then?
Vincent laughed, a deep resonate sound that despite everything made Catherine laugh too. She had not really expected him to read the book, and that he had he now knew every move that she had intended to make. Every cunning move that would have secured her dreams - that of holding his baby in her arms.
Suddenly she had a brilliant idea, ‘this’ll wipe that smug look off of his face’ she told herself. She wasn’t done yet.
“But I have changed tactics my love.” Her words were like ice. And at once Vincent was on his guard. His passion and desire of moments ago vanished and he waited for her to continue warily.
When she said no more he whispered fearfully, “You have?”
“Yes.” She waited then, unsure as to whether she would go too far with this. As they had already realised the game that they played could have had dire consequences, and this time Catherine played with fire. There were too many implications in what she was about to say, and she may have backed down had Vincent not at that moment goaded her. “You’re bluffing?”
Struggling to sit up, forcing herself out of his embrace and up against the pillows to the head of the bed, Catherine’s eyes flashed her indignation, “I am not!”
“Then what are you saying?” The tone of Vincent’s voice provided its own warning, and again Catherine was uncertain. Why did they have to play these games anyway? Couldn’t she just make love to him and hope that in the throes of passion one night he would forget the contraception, throw caution to the wind and make her pregnant? Other people did that and to hell with the consequences.
And when that little baby had been born everything had come right in the end, and Catherine had no doubts that it would do so in this case either.
Probing the Bond Vincent’s eyes became mere slits as he encountered her turmoil. His suspicions grew. She was up to something, but it was something that could tear them apart. “Stop playing games Catherine.” He growled.
“I want your child.” She whispered unaware that she had spoken her thoughts out loud.
Sighing deeply, Vincent rolled off of her, his eyes were haunted. Would they always come back to this? “Catherine…listen…” He began lamely.
“No you listen!” Jumping off the bed Catherine stood in front of him, “What’s so wrong with a baby that’s what I want to know?” In defeat Vincent spread his hands, did he have to spell it out to her? “So you’re different, so what! The circumstances are too Vincent!” Catherine’s voice rose, and Vincent was quite sure that everyone would hear her. “Shh Catherine.”
“Don’t you Shh me! I don’t care who hears this!”
“Well I do!” Father’s voice came distinctly from the entrance, “Catherine have you taken leave of your senses?”
“Its all right Father, I can handle this.” Vincent told his parent.
“That may as be Vincent, but I am on your side here, and Catherine must be made to see just how unfair she is being.”
“I can see Catherine’s point of view though.” Another voice, a feminine one came from the entrance signifying Mary’s arrival.
“Thank you Mary. I’m pleased someone does.” Catherine looked over to the other woman, her green eyes showing her gratitude.
“Father, Mary, I appreciate your concern, but Catherine and I have to sort this out ourselves without your intervention. Please?” Vincent looked from one to the other - his father and the woman he had known as his mother for many years. Reluctantly they nodded and stepped back toward the exit. “You’ll know where we are if you need us.” The look of concern in Father’s eyes warmed Vincent. The look in Mary’s troubled him.
“It seems you have an ally in Mary.” Vincent confronted Catherine when the pair had gone.
“Yes.” Suddenly Catherine felt immensely forlorn. Vincent felt it and he was sorry, so very sorry. He swallowed with difficulty, whispering words Catherine had not heard from him in a long, long time “Perhaps you should have married Elliot after all. He would have had no trouble in giving children to you.”
Catherine said nothing, and that in itself told Vincent everything. The tears fell unbidden from his eyes.
Catherine stared at him, her heart breaking, ‘Why was she behaving like this?’ She shook her head, ‘there must be something wrong with me - I’m becoming an emotional fanatic - this is my husband - my unique and wonderful husband - the man I would gladly die for - how can I stand here and hurt him like this?’ Catherine knew she had the power to erase his tears, knew she held in her hands the power to pull them out of the depths of despair to which they had sunk, but she couldn’t. For the life of her she just couldn’t.
Instead walking back to the table she picked up the book on Brazil, and took it to where Vincent sat huddled miserably in his chair. “You wanted to know what my change of tactic was. Well here.”She shoved the book into his hands and then at a brisk walk left the chamber.
Staring down at the book, his vision misted by tears Vincent saw not the book, but Elliot trapped somewhere in Brazil and Catherine hurrying out to rescue him. The book slid from his fingers to lay in a heap on the floor and twin pools of blue over spilled soaking the crumpled pages with his tears.
*** *** ***
Frightfully unhappy Catherine gazed unseeing through the small window of the aeroplane as the landscape came into view beneath the clouds. She felt numb inside, so much so that the last few hours were nothing but a blur in her mind.
Packing her suitcase, snatching up her passport, leaving the tunnels, without even bidding her husband goodbye. Booking her seat and boarding a plane to fly her to Brazil, and only now as the seat belt indicator light blinked did she realise just what she had done!
Why?
What on earth was wrong with her?
She wished she knew. Ever since her wedding night, ever since the first time she and Vincent had made love had it seemed she’d been on a roller coaster of emotions most of them broody, weepy and downright miserable. Feelings that she had never in all her life encountered and there had been some.
It was as if her body was at war with her mind. She knew how Vincent felt about pro creation of his kind. She had always known. Once it had not mattered. Once the single-minded pursuit of getting him to bed had been her main adjective and babies had never come into it. So why now? Why when she had her man did she feel that going beyond that was such a necessity?
Vincent was right - there were tunnel children to love - street children to adopt. And what child wouldn’t want Vincent as their father? They adored him. All children loved him, placing their utmost trust in his large heart and hands knowing he would care for them and protect them as no one else ever could. And in many ways that thought was exciting, to be able to extend the love they felt for one another to an orphaned child, to orphaned children and to watch those children expand and grow with love.
So why was it so important that she bore a child of her own? Just her maternal instincts maybe, just that clock that ticked resolutely within that told her time for her was running out to have a child of her own. Perhaps that was it the whole truth of the matter. Not so much that she wanted Vincent’s child, but that she wanted a child, her child, while there was yet still time. What woman could justify never having used the gift she had been given to bring forth a child?
Though her mind told her these things, still her heart was troubled. Catherine could not understand it, but her emotions were fuelled, no geared with a need that became paramount against logic.
She wanted a baby. There was no two ways about it. The need was so great and it surpassed everything. There was nothing else left to think about. In fact it seemed there was nothing else to think about. But still Catherine could not understand the driving force that fed her to want this so much. Had she of been experienced in this, had she of known that some pregnant women with a low placenta still had one or two periods at the start of their term then she would have understood. Her mood was solely reminiscent of a mother to be, because that’s what she was. Catherine was pregnant!
To be continued in part six.
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